no, i’m not dead.
Yeah, I know it has been forever since I’ve written and I’ve guessed that many of you have stopped visiting (except for those who keep doing google searches for Tyson Beckford and Don Cheadle. Thanks for stopping by; you keep my blog stats up) figuring that I have dropped off or have totally signed my life away to Facebook.
I actually have had stuff to write about but laziness kind of took over coupled with me signing my life over to Facebook and then just going through a lot of personal shit that is just too personal to post on this here blog. Nothing catastrophic really but enough to really put me in ultra soul-searching mode and doing some serious introspection…so what else is new, right?
Well, aside from that, maybe not too much aside from this interesting little lesson that I learned tonight after coming back from a birthday party in the City. Everyone feels more alone than what appearances may say. I was talking with my friend SS and getting on him for not being more in touch under the assumption that he was always on the move and he said, “Honestly, J, I spend most of my weekends not doing anything, wishing my phone would ring and it never does.” I thought that was funny considering that’s how I spend a lot of my weekends doing close to the same thing. (not that I really sit there and wish for my phone to ring because to be honest, I really don’t like talking on the phone that much but I will admit that sometimes I wonder if people have forgotten that I have existed). In fact, SS was the one who thought I was the one who was busy all the time.
One thing I do know for sure as I get older is that NOTHING is what it seems to be.
no doubt.
i hope you are in peace…and please know that we are all going through something and it’s a beast. but a year from now we’ll look and say…”remember when.”
my vision board has been refreshed…how about you?
That’s kinda depressing.
I’m not dead either! LOL I just realized I hadn’t updated my own blog since last December. *Gasp* Had it really been that long?
((HUGS)) for you about your personal things. It’s better to deal with them by some soul searching than not deal at all. And I agree, that people are lonlier than what we think. I don’t think people call other people as much as they used to… And I wonder why that is. I know I don’t call people to do things, because no one is calling me… does that make sense? Maybe if we all made efforts to reach out more. I don’t know. But I’m glad you updated, and I’m going to have to poke you on Facebook sometime.
Im keeping you in my thoughts
Hope all is going better for you. We all have our trials and tribulations, but that doesn’t make things easier. You’re in my thoughts…HUGZ!
well, things are getting better…or rather i’m just getting better at weathering things. any way you slice that, it’s a positive sign.
i still don’t know what to blog about these days but i will try and come up with something noteworthy soon. hopefullywhen i am less distracted.
cheers!
dude, im in the exact same boat as you. weathering the storm and at a loss for blogging. here’s to better days…because they are around the corner, i can feel it…